~being a beach butterfly~

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

it must be love. love. love. nothing more. nothing less. love is the best.

At an ungodly hour last night (well not really.. but it was still pretty late), I was staring blankly at the computer screen trying to make sense of the words swimming before my eyes. I was hanging on to my sanity by a very very thin thread. I was stressed, pressured, pissed off, feeling neglected, hungry, tired, out of ciggies and just about ready to throw a tantrum right then and there.

And then the chicken dance tone jolted me from my trance. It was either the legend or my master calling (they have their very own caller group of course). And a voice demandingly asked me: "what do u want from KFC?" I was like.. huh?! "i'm at the library joshy.. and i have no money on me". "that's alright" And about 20 minutes later there he was bearing the chicken burger. Subhan was outside having a smoke.. which i also badly needed.

I love u guys so much (i know subhan never reads my blog but i just wanted to say).

~When my tummy was noisily complaining.. they gave me food.
~When my muscles were all in a knot.. they gave me a massage.
~When i wanted to cry.. they made me laugh.
~When i felt so alone and abandoned.. they gave me company.
~When i wanted comfort.. they gave me bear hugs.
~When i was so stressed.. they assured me everything's going to be alright.
~When i needed motivation.. they promised me that they are going to get me so hammered on friday when all this crap is over
~When i was pissed off.. they promised to kick the arse of anyone who is mean to me.
~When i needed nicotine.. they shared a ciggie.
~When i was being a big bitch.. they forced me to smile.
~Basically.. when i was just about to break.. they held me together.

I don't know what i would have done without u guys last night. U came just in time.. i was really just about to kill myself or the guy beside me who was chatting to his friend quite obnoxiously. u're my heroes. And even though u guys can be such arses.. u are the nicest ones there is. And now i am assured.. despite the sarcasm, dissing, violence and attack on my gender.. u two love me. (Don't deny it.. I have proven it. so shush!). Who needs a boyfriend when i have boy friends like u, hey?! (Except for THAT. never for THAT :P wahahahaha)

U guys are gold. *kisses*

love nikita :P

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: Name: beachbutterfly; Location: Canberra, Australian Capital Territory, Australia

i'm always on the verge of going somewhere else. Not one to settle, i've lived in 7 cities, 4 countries.. and well.. i intend to keep on counting. i live for travelling, shopping, making my parents proud, going to the beach, hanging out with people as insane as i am, boozing and ummm.. having the freedom to be the occasional bum

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